December12
I woke up in my bed, hyperventilating and punching at my blankets like a madwoman. I pressed my hand over my eyes, then my heart. I concentrated on slowing down my breathing. I took in my surroundings: my ceiling, my bed, my carpet, my bookshelves and posters. It was all a dream, a nightmare. I felt relief sweeping through me, almost like I was high. Or at least, I’m assuming that’s what it would feel like to be high. I looked around my familiar surroundings again and swallowed carefully. I looked toward the end of my bed where I had tossed all my covers and suddenly felt very chilly. And then I realized something was very off. I was stark, staring naked. I always slept in pajamas. I felt the first stirrings of concern in the back of my mind. Surely it had been a dream. But even if I’d had a weird dream where the hell were my clothes?
At that point, my door began to open and I scrabbled ineffectually for my sheets. The door opened wider. I made one of those horrible girly squeak sounds and rolled off the bed. A male voice, not my father’s, reported that I was awake. I rolled under the bed. I watched a pair of black shoes shuffle into view at the end of my bed, then a pair of knees appeared. I looked desperately around at the dust bunnies, wishing they would coalesce into a big sweater or something. Finally, I saw a face. I covered what parts I could with my hands, hoping my long hair would help hide the rest. He had sandy brown hair in a crew cut, a long, straight nose, high cheekbones and his lips were buried in one of those square-looking beards. I blinked. He looked to be in his early- to mid-forties, he wore a tie, dress shirt, slacks, belt…very professional looking. We stared at each other for a long moment until I broke the silence. “Go away! I’m naked!” His mouth quirked before he let his face fall into serious lines. “I’m Dr. Turner,” he said calmly, “I need to check your vitals. We are – were – friends of your parents. There’s some concern that you’ve gone into shock.”
I felt my eyes go wide. We were friends of your parents? Shock? I shook my head against that terrible thought. “No,” was all I could manage to say. I took a deep breath to steady myself, wishing I’d had the discipline to learn the meditation thing my parents had always tried to teach me. He frowned.
“Look, Destrina, why don’t you come out here and get dressed so we can have a word with you?”
“Dusty, ” I corrected automatically, “and who is ‘we’?”
He studied my face for a moment. I tried to look calm.
“Dusty,” he repeated,” Well, there are three of us here. Myself, Mr. Brandon, and Mr. Waters.”
“Mr. Waters? My dad?” I felt foolish, knowing I was clinging to hope.
“Your uncle.”
I felt the breath whoosh out of my lungs. “My uncle? Where is he? Why isn’t he up here? What was he doing in town? Where are my p-”
I stopped myself.
“Parents.” He finished it for me.
I took a deep breath. Steady. I realized, again, that I was naked. “Get out. I’ll get dressed and come downstairs to the living room.”
He continued to study me, like he was waiting for me to lose it and start screaming.
I tried putting a little bit of a whip-crack into my voice. “Out!” He nodded, got up from his position on the floor and walked out. I heard the door shut.
I rolled out from underneath the bed and sneezed violently. The dust bunnies were killing me. I held on to that thought. Murderous dust bunnies. Right. I would need a shower. I rolled my shoulders and walked to my closet, a little wary. I suspected that Dr. Turner was waiting at my door. I grabbed my big terrycloth robe, belted it firmly around my waist, picked out some clothes and made my way to the door.I had been right. Dr. Turner turned around to look at me. I wanted to break down crying and punch him in the face for being in my home. I sighed. “I’m going to take a quick shower,” I announced, “so you might as well go downstairs.” He didn’t exactly look surprised, but I felt that he was. He pursed his lips and I thought he would demand that I come downstairs now, but instead nodded rather quickly, turned and headed down the stairs. I listened for a moment, counting his footsteps as I heard them hit the stairs. Finally, he hit seventeen. That meant he’d at least made it down to the second floor.
I smiled a little to myself remembering how I’d learned that. I had gotten a slinky when I was about eight, and having seen all those slinky commercials I immediately set to work on the stairs. I ran to the top floor and counted every step the slinky hit on the way down. After I made it down the main stairs for each floor, I moved to the basement, which was connected through the garage. It was a good memory. My parents had been so amused with me. Bringing my self back to the present, I felt tears prick behind my eyes. I hid behind a swift denial. Not possible. It was just a nightmare. None of that was possible. There was something else going on. My parents had left town unexpectedly and this guy was like a babysitter or something. A house-sitter.
I made it down the hall to my bathroom. It was a luxury number that I loved and had been a birthday present from my mother, who had noticed how much I loved long baths. There was a glass stall in one corner for a shower, a deep jacuzzi-tub in the corner, and a small bench next to it where I usually put my clothes. I laid my clothes out there now, then doffed my robe and hung it on a hook in the wall next to the shower. I stepped in and turned on the spray, grateful for the hot water hitting me. I just stood there for a while, letting my hair get thoroughly soaked. It dawned on me I was making those people wait. I stepped forward and grabbed the shampoo. I washed my hair quickly, not bothering with conditioner, then grabbed the soap and finished washing up with quick efficiency. There were scrapes on my palms and I couldn’t remember how I’d gotten them. I turned off the water, stepped out of the shower and dried off quickly. I wrapped my hair up in a towel turban style while I dressed. I almost went downstairs with the towel on my head, but in front of strangers it would feel too weird so I settled for trying to pat all the excess moisture out of my hair. I’d never bothered getting a hairdryer so I’d have to be satisfied with my hair not dripping down my back.
I hesitated with my hand on the knob and felt my stomach twist. It seemed so surreal to have strangers in my house, trusting them not to kidnap me or kill me based on the possibility that my experience from the night before wasn’t just a nightmare. Yet, I felt in control despite the situation. I decided to push that all to the back of my mind in favor of appearing confident and in control. At least, until I could be alone. I closed my eyes for a moment to concentrate on that. I told myself silently that I had nothing to fear, twisted the knob and stepped into my hallway. After all, if they were here to harm me they would’ve done that while I slept.
A quick glance told me that Dr.Turner had actually listened to me and cleared out. I had halfway suspected he would tiptoe back up the stairs and monitor the hall while I showered. He didn’t strike me as an MD. Then again, it’s not like I’d had a lot of experience. I ran my fingers through my still-damp hair and padded down the carpeted hallway to the stairs. I stopped on the second floor landing. I heard voices drifting up from the first floor. I crouched down near the banister to listen.
“-seemed fine to me. God knows how after what she saw last night.” I recognized Turner’s voice.
A stronger, deep voice interrupted. “How do we know she saw anything? I can’t say we have any other good explanations for her presence so near the scene, but what if she was there for some other reason? Maybe she just fell asleep.”
The next voice was my uncle’s harsh tenor, laced with sarcasm.”So she just decided on a whim to sneak out into a storm and fall asleep in her car in a strange neighborhood that just happened to be only half a block from where her parents were found ripped to shreds? Right. With those powers of deduction, Brandon, it’s a wonder you haven’t been promoted to the head of the organization.”
I heard the voice, Brandon’s voice if there really were only three of them, mutter something in reply. I strained to hear it. Suddenly there was complete silence. My uncle’s voice drifted up to me. “Destrina Allison Waters, come down here and stop eavesdropping.” The jig, it seemed, was up. And with my full name being used I couldn’t help but slink down the stairs.
Standing, I pushed what I’d heard to the back of my mind, hoping the queasy feeling would go away as long as I didn’t believe that my parents had been brutally murdered in front of my eyes. I deliberately thumped down the last few remaining stairs to the first floor. I walked through the open arched doorway into the parlor and surveyed the room. I noted that only my uncle was seated on the massive couch opposite the fireplace, with his back to the door. Turner and the dark-haired man I assumed was Brandon stood facing me, each of them with their backs to the wall, alert. Wary. I felt my eyes narrowing. “Uncle Jake,” I said, stupidly. He rose from the couch and faced me.
“Destrina-”
“Dusty.”
His eyes narrowed. “Dusty. Do you remember what happened last night?”
I swallowed once, hard and nodded slowly.
“Can you tell u-”
“How did I end up in my bed, naked? Who are these people and how do they know my parents? Why-”
He cut me off with a raised hand. I fumed, silently.
“All in good time. First, we need to ask you some questions.”
I gave him my best mean squinty-eyed look. “I need answers more than you right now. My parents are dead.” I couldn’t help inflecting that last part as more of a question.
Turner took a step forward, bringing my attention back to the fact that there were others in the room. “Mr. Waters, with all due respect to your position, I do think the girl should be allowed some explanations first. After all she’s been through so much…” I was mightily tempted to point out that “the girl” had a name, but I wasn’t about to turn down any potential allies so I kept my mouth shut. For once. I could see Brandon, out of the corner of my eye, nodding his agreement. Two allies. It was unexpected since I didn’t know either of them well at all.
My Uncle Jake’s mouth tightened into a thin line. He nodded sharply. “I see your point, Turner. Brandon. You’ll have to forgive me,” he said, adressing me, “I’m somewhat shaken by what has happened.” At that I finally noted that he had deep lines etched in his face. After all, it was his brother and sister-in-law who had just died. I nodded, going for honesty, “I’m sorry, Uncle Jake. I’m upset, too. Why don’t we just trade information? I really would like to know how I ended up back here.” I left out the naked part, trying to leave my moral outrage out of the situation in the hopes that it would diffuse the tension swirling through the room.
He sighed audibly.”Of course. Please, have a seat. This is still your home.”
I glanced at Turner and Brandon before perching on the arm of my favorite chair, one knee up under my chin, arms wrapped around that one leg while the other rested on the floor for balance.”I saw what happened to my parents last night,” I stated quietly. Saying it out loud threatened to unlock the door to the mental closet I had shoved everything in and I took a steadying breath. When I chanced a look up at the room, I saw that everyone else had been seated as well. Their faces were carefully blank. Uncle Jake shifted position uneasily before answering my earlier question.
“We,” he explained, indicating Turner, Brandon and himself,”were called out to the scene last night after your parents failed to report in.” I felt the questions piling up in my brain.”We found you during a sweep of the area, passed out and nearing hypothermia. You had been soaked in the rain and the temperature was dropping rapidly. Mr. Brandon and I brought you back here and took you out of the clothes so we could get you dry and warm again. You didn’t stir at all. I was concerned about you. I called in Dr. Turner to check your condition. He assured me you’d be fine. That you were in shock. We covered you in warm blankets until you seemed stable. Then we left you to rest while we tried to figure out exactly what had happened and why you were there. That was two hours ago.”
The room fell silent as I digested this information. I sifted through the questions in my mind and grabbed the simplest one. “Why not take me to the hospital?”
Dr. Turner cleared his throat to answer.”Your condition wasn’t really that serious. I thought it would be best for you to wake in familiar surroundings to prevent you from relapsing from the shock of being in an unknown environment.” I nodded. It seemed to make sense. Mr. Brandon spoke next.”Miss Waters, what do you know about your parents’ profession?” I blinked.”Almost nothing.” Mentally I cursed myself for my wording as every eyebrow in the room raised.”Very, very little,” I qualified lamely.Uncle Jake was the one to clear his throat now. “Tell me what you know, D.”
I tilted my head to the side and closed my eyes to think. He had called me D, so that meant I wasn’t in trouble yet. I had to come up with a good explanation, but without getting myself into trouble. “They don’t work in an office,” I stated firmly,”but I’m not sure what it is exactly that they do. I became su-” I cut myself off. Bad girl! Bad! You’re not in trouble yet, don’t dig a hole, I told myself. Turner broke in. “Suspicious?” I frowned, but I nodded. Looks like I was going to get into trouble. I didn’t feel up to lying anyway. My Uncle’s expression turned decidedly dark. “Suspicious, Destrina? Why would you be suspicious?” I measured his tone of voice. Destrina. Oh yeah, I’d stepped in it. I let out a gusty sigh. “Well…”
He looked expectant. I looked at the floor.
“I, um…overheard a phone call?”
“Overheard?”
I tried to look innocent as I nodded in agreement.
“What did you hear?”
“Something about a breach?” I made it a question. Like that would help.
Brandon’s jaw dropped. He shot a panicked look at my uncle. I frowned.
“Would you care to explain, Brandon, how an eighteen-year-old-girl managed to ‘overhear’ a call from you?” My Uncle’s voice was downright cold. I felt a chill go down my spine. I’d never thought he was scary, but I hoped he’d never use that tone of voice with me. Still, I was stubborn. “I’m twenty.” I muttered. Everyone ignored me.
Brandon’s mouth gaped open and shut, like a fish out of water. “But, I- it’s impossible. There’s no way she could have heard the call. I always monitor for surveillance.” “Surveillance?” I asked, “Like cops or something?” I regretted speaking as the focus came back to me. Brandon shrugged, “No, just for interference. Mainly we recorded calls. How…” he asked, clearly baffled. “I, um, picked up the phone in my room. I didn’t know my parents had answered.” I felt a twinge. Shutup, conscience, I told myself, that’s technically not a lie. They could’ve just turned the ringer off. Right? Right. I mentally nodded to myself.
Mr. Brandon’s eyes narrowed on me. Suddenly he didn’t look so lost. “I would’ve heard a click if the other line had picked up.
Cordless phones beep when they pick up the line. We knew the Waters’ had a child in the house, so I always monitored for that.” He looked at my uncle, who looked at me. Resentful at being called a child for the second time in the past half hour, I bristled. “For your information, my phone doesn’t make that sound – ” For what seemed like the umpteenth time, I cut myself off. This time I
face-palmed. I had just clearly incriminated myself.
I finally raised my face to the room. Instead of the blast of anger I expected, they all looked curious. Turner stepped forward again. “Tell us how you did it, girl.”
I still felt prickly, and the “girl” set me off. “The girl has a name. It’s Dusty , but you may call me Miss Waters. And no, I won’t tell you how I did it. I’m tired of being interrogated by the musketeer reject squad.” Frustrated, and somewhere deep inside wanting to scream until I was hoarse, I stood up to storm out of the room. I was stopped short by a hand on my arm. I followed the hand up to a wrist, an arm, a shoulder, then to a face with my gaze. It was deliberate and had frightened away quite a few bullies and ambitious boys. It was Brandon. Of course. He seemed like a bully to me. Unfortunately, my look didn’t make him let go like I wanted him to.
“Let go of me,” I warned him quietly. I saw my uncle stand up in the corner of my vision, but he didn’t move toward us. Brandon’s hand tightened on my arm rather painfully and, well, I sort of lost my temper. I twisted out of his grip, grabbed his shoulders and kneed him in the groin, aiming my knee for his tonsils. He let out a distinctly high-pitched “eep” sound and fell heavily to the floor, clutching the family jewels. I felt myself step back and go into a defensive stance. For self-defense purposes you usually run way like your hair is on fire, but I felt like a fight. An arm came around my shoulders from behind. I grabbed ahold of that arm and pulled down and across my body as I knelt quickly. Dr. Turner thudded to the floor in front of me and had the air knocked out of him. I danced back out of his immediate grasp and backed into a wall. I considered the merits of running away like my hair was on fire. Both men looked extremely disgruntled and my self-defense training was rather limited. Brandon muttered something about being dropped by a girl.
My uncle burst out into peals of laughter.
